HIGH FIDELITY – A LITTLE BIT OF EACH OF US – IF WE’RE LUCKY

Do you remember High Fidelity?  We woke up early this morning and it was on Showtime.  I’d forgotten how wonderful it is, especially if you remember being 28ish, love John Cusack and wonderful witty writing or just plain love music.  Like Cusack’s character, I annoy those who love me with at least one song – and often a Top Five — to go with whatever is going on at the time.  A friend and I throw songs back and forth all the time; his wife and my husband are, usually, tolerant.  So the initial connection is there.  But what is it about this film that is so irresistible?  Here’s a scene from YouTube:

There’s been a lot of sadness in my life lately, and a lot of anxiety.  All the grown-up stuff that High Fidelity’s hero is fighting desperately to avoid.  So it was sweet and moving, my husband and I slightly drowsy,  just waking up and holding hands, to watch as he struggled to get where he needed to go.  The things he says here are all true as me makes his way from the thrill of the new to the warmth and deep meaning of lasting a relationship. 

Married since 1971, we’ve been through plenty – personal, medical, parental, political, spiritual and even musical.  There were many times when one or the other of us despaired of getting through it.  A huge issue haunts us even now.  But was what so nice, at this point in our lives was watching this very funny, sweet (and I know, made-up – but still..) young man understand, finally, how much more joyous it is to build a life with someone than "to jump from rock to rock for the rest of my life until there aren’t any rocks left."  It was a reminder, in the midst of yet another crisis, of the wonder and power of a life built together, no matter what obstacles may rise up along the way,